Half step down

Dear god I'm writing this letter to you

 Cause I don't have a clue

 Can you help me?

I'm sitting here

Simply trying to figure out

What my life's all about it

Can you tell me?

Choruses

I never wanted to be

 The person you see

 Won't you tell me who I am?

I always wanted to die

But you kept me alive

Please tell me who I am

Same as the first verse:

I lie awake conducting this symphony,

That you have gifted to me,

but I don't ever sleep

Don't get mad

Cause I get weak inside

And I start to fall apart

Cause I feel nothing

Same as first Chorus:

I never wanted to be

Some kind of comic relief

Please show me who I am

I been tortured and scorned

Since the day that I was born

But I don't know who I am

Bridge

And I thank you man for everything

Sorry I'm so frightened about all of this

 Oh I wish I could give you more

and all the lights are shining down on me

And I feel intimidated by it all

Same as other Chours until the end:

I never wanted to be

The person you see but thank you

Oh god please tell me now

Are you disappointed or are you proud

I've been also everything

I'm so sorry I'm so weak

And I turned into a freak

But I don't know anything

I've lost all self-esteem

By burying everything

And I feel nothing

Oh god please tell me now

God please tell me now

Cause I feel nothing

Oh dear god I'm writing this letter to you

Cause I'm coming undone

Please help me